Problems, Problems!!!

Ever since I am back.... Cannt help it bt heard alot of problems happening around me.....SUX life!!! really sux here in SINGAPORE!!!!!!! how i wished I can be away from all this... perhaps this is just avoiding these problems only....Perhaps this is wat they call LIFE!!!!!!

"I/we miss u when are you coming back??" is always heard when I was in Korea... bt when I am really back who really meant wat they said??? No one...... ever since I am back i dun feel any sense of presence also..... everything seems to be functioning well even without me so why am i needed back?

Yah... perhaps what I am thinking is purely being very selfish... Yes I admit it myself I am being very selfish.... How i wished I could be even more selfish.... to have the heart to leave everything... to be AS SELFISH AS those idiots (sorry to say bt i cant and DUN even wan to regards these as my relatives).... those who dun care abt their own FATHER! I WISHED I COULD BUT I CANT.....

Now I understands how the gd will suffers and the bad leads a gd life........ Why must it be my father who suffers, why must it be us who suffers? What wrong did we do?!!!

Chinese New year?! What is it to me? MEANS nothing jus another festival where i MIGHT have a chance to see those idiots who only show their RARE faces once in a yr.... I RATHER nt see them... i believed seeing them is gd enuff to give me a whole yr of bad luck...sorry if i sounded rude... bt i felt tat they dun earn any respects frm me at all........

Respect is earned nt given............

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Ever since I am back........

Okay... It has been into the 3rd day of my return to my homeland, Singapore.....

In depression mood?? Perhaps.....

First day...... my birthday.... a slient, depression one..... First of all depression cos I am back in Sg.... secondly, everyone seems to be busy ... seems like I dun need to be BACK... i am nt needed here... so why am I BACK?? of cos I must still thanks my loved ones for remembering and sending me text msgs... Ben (calling frm camp), Nic (calling from sch) for calling to wish me....

Went to Carol's farewell on Tuesday (22 Jan 08), met up with lots of ex-colleagues whom I used to work closely with..... Went around the company chatting ...

Its good to see everyone.... Esp. happy for Carol cause finally she is relieved of the suffering ... >_<

Next reality got into me.... Ms Tong told me abt a job offer he had ... was excited and really thankful that he had or rather everyone whom I knw had in mind for me a job even before I return to sg.... hehe THey knw i need the MONEY...... Thanks to Grace too for offering.....

But the reality is so painful.... the pay is so low...... haiz..... I understand that's the standard rate bt....... still i cant take it.... Prices in Sg had rose so much since I left... ESP. taxis...... but why is the pay still the same as 8 yrs ago?! What's wRONG with Sg?!!!

Yes, I wish, I hope, I pray that my mind can stop being a money changer exchanging the Sing dollars into Korean won mentally..... It HURTS........

Okay enuff of depression... everyone is asking me why I dun like sg why I like krn so much...... I DUNNO I REALLY DUNNO...... perhaps I was a korean in my previous life...

I would like to thanks friends for encouraging me, recommending me ways despite the depression I am suffering rite now... ppl who had knocked some senses into me telling me "THIS IS SINGAPORE stop DREAMING!"

Thanks thanks! It really hit me hit on my HEAD and I will buck up to grab all opportunities I came across to earn money.... even if its low at least its a part of a mountain.........

So friends out there if you heard of any high pay job tell me! I will rush there to be the No. 1 to get interviewed! So I bucked up to go for my job hunting! WIsh me luck!

Snow, snow, snow!!!

yo.... yesterday (11 Jan 08, Fri) Seoul was snowing heavily since the morning....It was really beautiful...... especially the road to my school; trees, rooftop, roads,cars all covered with snow..... wat a beautiful sight!

Tiff came home telling me " Hey its snowing outside!!" So I went out of our boarding house to have a look... wow its really snowing and its rather heavy... All cars were covered under a thick layer of snow!! Of cause without fail, we rushed into our room to grab our camera and went crazy snapping ard our neighbourhood....


Just when we were taking the photos, this thought suddenly strike me! AH!! Since this is "pure" snow we can try making snowman! So off we went shoving the snows that was covering the cars to make our mini-snowman hahaha.... Though its not so perfect bt man WE MADE IT! (Ben rmbr we tried to make a snowman back in Australia Mt Buller and we failed?!)

Went back to our boarding house to find materials to dress up our snowman.... haha.... came back with 2 charcoal tablets as eyes, 2 wooden chopsticks as hands, a towel as scarf and a funnel as hat.....

Soon after that we decided to drop by my school cause there are more beautiful scenery with trees etc... So we got dressed up and went out to do our snow shots....

Hahah... beautiful and fun.... suffering after tat..... cause our toes were really COLD almost suffering frm frostbite....

Wat's happening to this world?! Where is the love??

haiz... feeling rather down recently due to several incidences though its into the new year... HOw I wish more happier things will happen.... Pls God grant us a happier 2008....

Back in yr 2007, many bad incidences happened..... first time in my life i heard of indirect friends meeting accidents, people passing away, closed friends getting into troubles etc... Is it happening cause I am getting older, getting to know the coldness of this society? How I wished i was still the young girl who just play, study and watch TV...........

Sometimes I questioned myself is there really GOD?? Why do the evil scots free while the kind suffers? Why r kind souls taken away from their loved ones... Simply becos GOD wants them by his side??

Why can someone be so selfish? Why cant people just have a little thoughts for the one besides them.... isnt it a better world to live in if everyone cares for one another? Is it really difficult to just stop doing something to think for your loved ones?

Friends out there stop being busy and give a thought to wat you are doing... Are you hurting ur loved ones?? If you are pls stop .... If you think you are not then give a ring to ur loved ones now n tell him/her you love him/her..... Dun be stingy be generous.....

Spread the LOVE...... spread the warmth... this world will be a better place........

Where is the love by Black Eye Peas

Credits to Baidu.com

WATCH another performance of Shinhwa at KBS Gayo Daejeon SPECIAL!!!

my SHINHWA still as sEXY as before!!!!!!!!! LUV THEM!!! this performance was better compared to the one they had at SBS Gayo Daejeon!
Coming 2008, Shinhwa will be celebrating their 10 anniversary for being together as SHINHWA!!!!!!!!!!

Credits to Pullbbang

stupid website cant hotlink... so if u wan to watch just click on the video above u will b lead to the website to watch the performance.... its a GREAT performance so MUST WATCH!!!

MUST watch GREAT performances at SBS GAYO DAEJEON 07

the performance of SHINHWA!!!!!!!!!!! luv them!!!

cannt deny bt the nite best performance were by the YG Family!!!! BIG BANG, 1tym, Jinusean, Se7en and newcomer CL. A round applause to them!! U guys ROCKS!!!!!! makin the whole stage so HIGH !!!!

JYP entertainment made a great performance too.... wif his retro music n stuff G-Soul rox!!!

Credits to Pullbbang

HAPPY 2008 to EVERYONE!

HEYO!!!! its 1st JAn 2008!!!!!!!!!!! a very very very happy NEW YEAR to everyone!!!

so how's ur celebration yesterday?? Is it with your loved ones, families, friends????????

Or were you like me 2 years ago... working my new year away? haha....

HEHEEH!! I believed this year we had all enjoyed our time with our loved ones!! COS many of us *ex-sentosians* for the 1st time in X years (depending on ur yrs wif Sentosa) havent celebrated NEW year with our families and friends!!! Although its nt bad also celebrating it with our gang of Sentosianz walking up n down the beach... heheh... Still remember my very 1st countdown party.... hands were trembling just tagging wristband at 11.59.59 pm..........

This year I spent it for the 1st time in a place somewhere far from my home.... I spent it at Jongno wif another hundreds of koreans out there...... everyone shooting the mini-fireworks in their hands....... making it a beautiful nite scenery......... its really beautiful..... all the mini-fireworks combined together to make it a BIG one........ NICE NICE!!

however, its abit sad cos Junwoo cannt be by my side to celebrate the new year.... he gt to work... but nevertheless, he managed to call me at 11.59am to be by my side VOCALLY hehee..... besides still busy workin in his studio....... THANKS oppa!

WE walked towards the Jongno bell and there they have a huge stage..... Chaeyeon was performing on stage.... everyone on high spirts!! Jumping, squeezing....... hehehe..... ITS extremely cold that I cant even feel my feet!!!!!!! But still its really fun!

So of cos every new year, you have ur new year wish n blessing u smses to ur families and friends! SO hereby,

I WISH ALL MY FAMILIES AND FRIENDS: A VERY HAPPY 2008, MAY YOU STAY HEALTHY, BLISSFUL, WEALTHY AND SUCCESSFUL IN EVERYTHING YOU DO & WISH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I am happy to announce that my wishes for 2007 had all been fulfilled:

1) to study in Korea

2) to buy myself a pair of boots (ok i knw its simple... bt sometimes its simple tat is blissful ok?!)

3) to learn to snowboard

EXTRA bonus god had given me: Junwoo....

My wish for 2008:

1) to be fluent in my korean

2) to find a job in KOrea (hopefully to earn alot!! $$$)

3) to always LOVE my families and friends!!!!!!!!!!!!!!