Ever since I am back........

Okay... It has been into the 3rd day of my return to my homeland, Singapore.....

In depression mood?? Perhaps.....

First day...... my birthday.... a slient, depression one..... First of all depression cos I am back in Sg.... secondly, everyone seems to be busy ... seems like I dun need to be BACK... i am nt needed here... so why am I BACK?? of cos I must still thanks my loved ones for remembering and sending me text msgs... Ben (calling frm camp), Nic (calling from sch) for calling to wish me....

Went to Carol's farewell on Tuesday (22 Jan 08), met up with lots of ex-colleagues whom I used to work closely with..... Went around the company chatting ...

Its good to see everyone.... Esp. happy for Carol cause finally she is relieved of the suffering ... >_<

Next reality got into me.... Ms Tong told me abt a job offer he had ... was excited and really thankful that he had or rather everyone whom I knw had in mind for me a job even before I return to sg.... hehe THey knw i need the MONEY...... Thanks to Grace too for offering.....

But the reality is so painful.... the pay is so low...... haiz..... I understand that's the standard rate bt....... still i cant take it.... Prices in Sg had rose so much since I left... ESP. taxis...... but why is the pay still the same as 8 yrs ago?! What's wRONG with Sg?!!!

Yes, I wish, I hope, I pray that my mind can stop being a money changer exchanging the Sing dollars into Korean won mentally..... It HURTS........

Okay enuff of depression... everyone is asking me why I dun like sg why I like krn so much...... I DUNNO I REALLY DUNNO...... perhaps I was a korean in my previous life...

I would like to thanks friends for encouraging me, recommending me ways despite the depression I am suffering rite now... ppl who had knocked some senses into me telling me "THIS IS SINGAPORE stop DREAMING!"

Thanks thanks! It really hit me hit on my HEAD and I will buck up to grab all opportunities I came across to earn money.... even if its low at least its a part of a mountain.........

So friends out there if you heard of any high pay job tell me! I will rush there to be the No. 1 to get interviewed! So I bucked up to go for my job hunting! WIsh me luck!