Ever since I am back.... Cannt help it bt heard alot of problems happening around me.....SUX life!!! really sux here in SINGAPORE!!!!!!! how i wished I can be away from all this... perhaps this is just avoiding these problems only....Perhaps this is wat they call LIFE!!!!!!
"I/we miss u when are you coming back??" is always heard when I was in Korea... bt when I am really back who really meant wat they said??? No one...... ever since I am back i dun feel any sense of presence also..... everything seems to be functioning well even without me so why am i needed back?
Yah... perhaps what I am thinking is purely being very selfish... Yes I admit it myself I am being very selfish.... How i wished I could be even more selfish.... to have the heart to leave everything... to be AS SELFISH AS those idiots (sorry to say bt i cant and DUN even wan to regards these as my relatives).... those who dun care abt their own FATHER! I WISHED I COULD BUT I CANT.....
Now I understands how the gd will suffers and the bad leads a gd life........ Why must it be my father who suffers, why must it be us who suffers? What wrong did we do?!!!
Chinese New year?! What is it to me? MEANS nothing jus another festival where i MIGHT have a chance to see those idiots who only show their RARE faces once in a yr.... I RATHER nt see them... i believed seeing them is gd enuff to give me a whole yr of bad luck...sorry if i sounded rude... bt i felt tat they dun earn any respects frm me at all........
Respect is earned nt given............
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