How sway?!! mayb 0.5% of chances!!!!

I cant believe this happened to me today!! That's why I decided to blog it down so that I can remember this particular sway day of mine!!!

I guess you wont believe this too...... but its true it happened to me!!! YES, today, this very morning!!!!!!!!!!

This morning, I woke up at 6.30am to prepare my lunchbox, bathe and get ready to go for work.... As I was walking to the MRT station, a fly (mini fruit fly -if u knw wat i m talking about)... YES, a fly came flying into my FACE! oh yah.... so wat its very common right? But who knows how this fly operates it wings.... it crashes into my EYE!!!!!! Yes, my right eye!!!! AIR CRASH ACCIDENT HAPPENED!!

As soon as it crashes in, my first initial reaction was to blink (who wont haha) then I used my hand to rub it off.... I thought I did rub it off or that fly just hit and flew away..... But still I cant believe this silly fly miscue and crashes right into my eye....... Hey come on... if you know me, my eye isnt that big ok.... If my eyes were like any of the Korean actresses than I would have blame it on myself..... hahaha....

So that's not the end.... I went on to the train station and board the train... bt my eye became very pain... I took out my mirror and have a gd look bt found nothin... I guess it hurts due to the crash by tat mini-fly... so I went on to my office.......

But still the eye hurts... so i decided to go to the restroom to have a better look, this time with a bigger mirror hopefully its better and clearer hahaa....... I rolled my eyeball ard bt found nothin... Bt just a bit of irritation..... So i decided to flip open the side of my eyelid.... TO MY HORROR!!! I found the dead fly in my EYE!!!!!!!! Gosh!!!! Can you believe it!!!! Firstly, A FLY flew into me, flew right into my face, and right into my eye!! Then next it was found dead in my EYE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HOW sway right?? Scary too.... Can you imagine if i dun take a second look at my eye... tat fly will be in my eye for perhaps 1 day?!!! Its like 0.5% of chances tat a fly can fly n hit my eye (simply becos my eye isnt tat big, furthermore its a mini-fly and I AM WALKING!) But i guess the fly decided to give up its life and found a grave that it thought would be good to rest for its after life.................. But sorry to it, I sent it off down into the sink and into the sewage pipe..... :P

RIP, mini-fruit fly........

XY......promoted to glory.......

She gave up on 13 Feb 08 at 7.45pm........

I guessed she probably met all the people she wanted to meet for the last time hence she had decided that it was time for her to let go........ to leave her beloved families and friends.... I believed she knew that her parents were both very tired and pain to see her suffering, that's why she had decided to leave them and be with the god she believed in.....

For nearly 1 yr I heard, she was fighting a fierce battle with the illness...bt still she lost the battle......... she was indeed very strong. Even till the end she had tried to fight back... I believed her parents were proud to have her as their daughter... we too are proud to have known her as our friend........

I got the news only on 14 Feb in the morning...... I felt a sudden relief for her and her families...... at least i knw she is no longer in pain.. neither will her parents' heartpain to see her moaning....... We saw her for the last time on 9 Feb... She was there laying on her bed surviving on the machine that gave her the supply of oxygen.... I could recognised her bt that she was abit bloated........ When we talked to her she would replied back with just an 'Ah' ... But that's enough, we knew she could hear us... She was in so much pain that they have to give her morphine to ease her pain... Cause of the morphine it had damaged her liver... Her eyes were half opened..... constantly drifting in and out of coma......

There stood her father who had been by her side everyday.... I do not know wat to say to her dad bt just hope he can be as strong as XY....... We all knew they had tried their best..........

Just yesterday, I went to bid my last goodbye to my secondary school classmate, a very cheerful and helpful gal who i knew........ She was there laying motionless...... Cause of the makeup, I could hardly recognised her...... But as I looked at the photo infront of the coffin, the smiling XY..... I still couldnt believe the news I heard jus wks ago...... I really cant believe such a thing would happen......How i wished i could wake up from this nightmare.... Nevertheless I should said at least for now she is no longer in pain and that's the most important thing......

I do hope that her families can stay strong and that XY will always be with them.....

I learnt...... Because of this incident I learnt frm XY.... I shouldnt b in depression mood anymore.... I should live my life happier........ wat can be more worsT? I will learnt frm her... even though her life may be short bt she had definitely lived up to it............

XY, our cheerful classmate who will not fail to smile will always be remember.... Rest in peace......

Struggling to stay alive VS trying to kill urself

hai yo........ wat is this world becoming?? Here I have a friend who tried very hard to stay alive... fighting againist her illness while on the other hand I have him threatening to take his life....... oh yah........ is it that easy???

Life is so vunerable... U can simply end it with many many ways...... Why r there some people who are so selfish to choose such a path?? Not to spare a thought for the ones besides him/her?? Is it really better if u end ur life like this?! Do you think u will b free of all worries in the other world?? Or you just want to make those living a suffering hell?! All i could say abt the act is PURELY SELFISH! People who knw abt the incident asked me "r u scared at tat moment??" weird and strange my answer is "no?! I am more angry than scare..." The worst thing is i even thought if tat's the end then it will end all the misery n problems we faced....... AM I A HUMAN anot?! dunno....... perhaps I am kind of cruel or heartless?? weirdos........

ok after tat incident, at least it cleared some air between those people.....i no longer held grudges againist them... so in the end perhaps I became even more depressed only....... haiz..... 好人真难当。。。

K enuff of him...... let's talk abt her....... She used to be the happy-go-lucky gal I knew back in sec. sch days... U could hear her laughters before u finally saw her walking up the coridor.... She was so bubbly that I cant believe the news I heard when my friend sms me on Thurs....... It came all down like yet another disaster into my life...... At 1st i thought was it a joke? am I dreaming? did i read the name wrongly? It couldnt be the same person i knw.... bt it was true.... its really her... the gal i knew........ its really disheartening and sad to hear such a news......... i still couldnt believe its her........ haiz...... sometimes i really really wondering if GOD is there? why is he taking away people who r kind?? Just like my previous post i guess he loves kind souls hence he is taking them away to accompany him....

I guess my theory since young is really true .... Its better to be evil.... at least u live longer....... Just like those villians in the drama they always outlived the kind n good guys.........

Coming back to Singapore from Korea is like dropping into hell frm paradise man......... so PEOPLE OUT THERE PLS DUN ASK ME What is there in korea, WHY I LUV KOREA SO MUCH!!! ?? COS this is a PUSH factor nt a pull factor!!!!

Psychological test: What are you greedy for???

What Are You Greedy For?

My Result: Money

Okay, so you realize that money isn't absolutely everything, but it never hurts to have a little extra moolah, right? So if you could have anything in this world, you'd probably go straight for the cold hard cash. But how much is enough? With you, there's probably no limit to the size of your ideal savings account. After all, once you have a fat wallet, the world is yours for the taking.

Even though you appreciate the value of a dollar, you're no Scrooge (except you'd probably love to swim around in a huge pile of money). You know that other things are just as important as stacks of cash, as much as you love them. Smart and resourceful, you're well aware that money can't buy everything, but it sure can get an awful lot of great stuff. Just don't forget to share the wealth!

What are you?
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