hai yo........ wat is this world becoming?? Here I have a friend who tried very hard to stay alive... fighting againist her illness while on the other hand I have him threatening to take his life....... oh yah........ is it that easy???
Life is so vunerable... U can simply end it with many many ways...... Why r there some people who are so selfish to choose such a path?? Not to spare a thought for the ones besides him/her?? Is it really better if u end ur life like this?! Do you think u will b free of all worries in the other world?? Or you just want to make those living a suffering hell?! All i could say abt the act is PURELY SELFISH! People who knw abt the incident asked me "r u scared at tat moment??" weird and strange my answer is "no?! I am more angry than scare..." The worst thing is i even thought if tat's the end then it will end all the misery n problems we faced....... AM I A HUMAN anot?! dunno....... perhaps I am kind of cruel or heartless?? weirdos........
ok after tat incident, at least it cleared some air between those people.....i no longer held grudges againist them... so in the end perhaps I became even more depressed only....... haiz..... 好人真难当。。。
K enuff of him...... let's talk abt her....... She used to be the happy-go-lucky gal I knew back in sec. sch days... U could hear her laughters before u finally saw her walking up the coridor.... She was so bubbly that I cant believe the news I heard when my friend sms me on Thurs....... It came all down like yet another disaster into my life...... At 1st i thought was it a joke? am I dreaming? did i read the name wrongly? It couldnt be the same person i knw.... bt it was true.... its really her... the gal i knew........ its really disheartening and sad to hear such a news......... i still couldnt believe its her........ haiz...... sometimes i really really wondering if GOD is there? why is he taking away people who r kind?? Just like my previous post i guess he loves kind souls hence he is taking them away to accompany him....
I guess my theory since young is really true .... Its better to be evil.... at least u live longer....... Just like those villians in the drama they always outlived the kind n good guys.........
Coming back to Singapore from Korea is like dropping into hell frm paradise man......... so PEOPLE OUT THERE PLS DUN ASK ME What is there in korea, WHY I LUV KOREA SO MUCH!!! ?? COS this is a PUSH factor nt a pull factor!!!!
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