She gave up on 13 Feb 08 at 7.45pm........
I guessed she probably met all the people she wanted to meet for the last time hence she had decided that it was time for her to let go........ to leave her beloved families and friends.... I believed she knew that her parents were both very tired and pain to see her suffering, that's why she had decided to leave them and be with the god she believed in.....
For nearly 1 yr I heard, she was fighting a fierce battle with the illness...bt still she lost the battle......... she was indeed very strong. Even till the end she had tried to fight back... I believed her parents were proud to have her as their daughter... we too are proud to have known her as our friend........
I got the news only on 14 Feb in the morning...... I felt a sudden relief for her and her families...... at least i knw she is no longer in pain.. neither will her parents' heartpain to see her moaning....... We saw her for the last time on 9 Feb... She was there laying on her bed surviving on the machine that gave her the supply of oxygen.... I could recognised her bt that she was abit bloated........ When we talked to her she would replied back with just an 'Ah' ... But that's enough, we knew she could hear us... She was in so much pain that they have to give her morphine to ease her pain... Cause of the morphine it had damaged her liver... Her eyes were half opened..... constantly drifting in and out of coma......
There stood her father who had been by her side everyday.... I do not know wat to say to her dad bt just hope he can be as strong as XY....... We all knew they had tried their best..........
Just yesterday, I went to bid my last goodbye to my secondary school classmate, a very cheerful and helpful gal who i knew........ She was there laying motionless...... Cause of the makeup, I could hardly recognised her...... But as I looked at the photo infront of the coffin, the smiling XY..... I still couldnt believe the news I heard jus wks ago...... I really cant believe such a thing would happen......How i wished i could wake up from this nightmare.... Nevertheless I should said at least for now she is no longer in pain and that's the most important thing......
I do hope that her families can stay strong and that XY will always be with them.....
I learnt...... Because of this incident I learnt frm XY.... I shouldnt b in depression mood anymore.... I should live my life happier........ wat can be more worsT? I will learnt frm her... even though her life may be short bt she had definitely lived up to it............
XY, our cheerful classmate who will not fail to smile will always be remember.... Rest in peace......









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