YOYO.... if you havent heard that I am back in Singapore for "bad" liao then you out so outdated!!!
I have been publishing in my facebk and msn msg that I am back liao so the next time u saw me on msn dun keep asking me if i m in korea or back liao, understand??!! REally very sick of answering this qns!
Ok, gotten into my job just 1 wk after I came back frm Korea cos Jolene had to train me before I take on her duty when she go and deliver.... *bit outdated though cos Jolene already delivered Jemma liao* So here I am back in Sg and joinin back the working crowd again rushing in n out of the train every morning....
Its been about 1 month into the job.... I am really sorry to say bt its really stressful and I knw I wont like it.... Perhaps its all in me?? I myself rejected the job hence its nt doing any good thinkin that i dun like it...... 1st of all, i m really stressful committing to do something i knw i m lousy with... yah me n my powderful ENGLISH language.... haiz..... Do u knw i even have nightmare hearin the sentence "write a letter to XXX"..... I have phobia sending out each email and going into meeting......
Its so stressful to sit in a meeting listening to bombastic words flyin across my head! 1st of all, I didnt knw wat to expect in the meeting, 2ndly those words that I probably nv thought appear in a dictionary came popping out of ppl's mouth n yet I have to take the minutes without knwin hw to spell, next names of ppl who everyone seems to knw and I cant even spell them?! I have to stare at my notes taken during meetings to try and figure out what i m tryin to spell and e way its pronounce..... I have to practically look into the mirror every morning when i wake up telling myself "i can do it if i try" and yet whenever i get out of a meeting i felt even more lost and demoralise.....
Sometimes its just getting scolded for someting which I havent done?? Ok for tat part just have to swallow it and pretend like an idiot cos I m trained by Cat liao ah.... hahaha *cat if u readin tis I really meant it frm the bottom of my heart thanking u*
There is so many things to take note and knw bt yet i didnt knw where to start from? Its really so taxin... Perhaps 2 yrs of break is really havin a BIG impact to me nw.... I do not knw hw long i can hang on there... I m tryin to hang on becos I knw ppl need me to.... I knw everyone is tryin to help out bt i dont even knw wat to do hw can i tell ppl hw to help?
I am into DEEP sleep every nite, I guess its becos my energy r all drained out using too much of my brains..... I am trying and I hope u understand that.... I m really sorry if i cant do it... Pls dun blame me if I decided to give up cos believe me I tried my best...... I will try my best to do wat i can at least hanging there.....
Frankly speaking if I can write so well I will be teachin in korea liao lor.... Why do u tink i have to come back to Sg? I tink i knw why i like korea..... Maybe becos when I m there my english is the best HAHAHAHA!! Think i m getting a bit crazy from the stress ><
I have been publishing in my facebk and msn msg that I am back liao so the next time u saw me on msn dun keep asking me if i m in korea or back liao, understand??!! REally very sick of answering this qns!
Ok, gotten into my job just 1 wk after I came back frm Korea cos Jolene had to train me before I take on her duty when she go and deliver.... *bit outdated though cos Jolene already delivered Jemma liao* So here I am back in Sg and joinin back the working crowd again rushing in n out of the train every morning....
Its been about 1 month into the job.... I am really sorry to say bt its really stressful and I knw I wont like it.... Perhaps its all in me?? I myself rejected the job hence its nt doing any good thinkin that i dun like it...... 1st of all, i m really stressful committing to do something i knw i m lousy with... yah me n my powderful ENGLISH language.... haiz..... Do u knw i even have nightmare hearin the sentence "write a letter to XXX"..... I have phobia sending out each email and going into meeting......
Its so stressful to sit in a meeting listening to bombastic words flyin across my head! 1st of all, I didnt knw wat to expect in the meeting, 2ndly those words that I probably nv thought appear in a dictionary came popping out of ppl's mouth n yet I have to take the minutes without knwin hw to spell, next names of ppl who everyone seems to knw and I cant even spell them?! I have to stare at my notes taken during meetings to try and figure out what i m tryin to spell and e way its pronounce..... I have to practically look into the mirror every morning when i wake up telling myself "i can do it if i try" and yet whenever i get out of a meeting i felt even more lost and demoralise.....
Sometimes its just getting scolded for someting which I havent done?? Ok for tat part just have to swallow it and pretend like an idiot cos I m trained by Cat liao ah.... hahaha *cat if u readin tis I really meant it frm the bottom of my heart thanking u*
There is so many things to take note and knw bt yet i didnt knw where to start from? Its really so taxin... Perhaps 2 yrs of break is really havin a BIG impact to me nw.... I do not knw hw long i can hang on there... I m tryin to hang on becos I knw ppl need me to.... I knw everyone is tryin to help out bt i dont even knw wat to do hw can i tell ppl hw to help?
I am into DEEP sleep every nite, I guess its becos my energy r all drained out using too much of my brains..... I am trying and I hope u understand that.... I m really sorry if i cant do it... Pls dun blame me if I decided to give up cos believe me I tried my best...... I will try my best to do wat i can at least hanging there.....
Frankly speaking if I can write so well I will be teachin in korea liao lor.... Why do u tink i have to come back to Sg? I tink i knw why i like korea..... Maybe becos when I m there my english is the best HAHAHAHA!! Think i m getting a bit crazy from the stress ><
