YOYO.... if you havent heard that I am back in Singapore for "bad" liao then you out so outdated!!!
I have been publishing in my facebk and msn msg that I am back liao so the next time u saw me on msn dun keep asking me if i m in korea or back liao, understand??!! REally very sick of answering this qns!
Ok, gotten into my job just 1 wk after I came back frm Korea cos Jolene had to train me before I take on her duty when she go and deliver.... *bit outdated though cos Jolene already delivered Jemma liao* So here I am back in Sg and joinin back the working crowd again rushing in n out of the train every morning....
Its been about 1 month into the job.... I am really sorry to say bt its really stressful and I knw I wont like it.... Perhaps its all in me?? I myself rejected the job hence its nt doing any good thinkin that i dun like it...... 1st of all, i m really stressful committing to do something i knw i m lousy with... yah me n my powderful ENGLISH language.... haiz..... Do u knw i even have nightmare hearin the sentence "write a letter to XXX"..... I have phobia sending out each email and going into meeting......
Its so stressful to sit in a meeting listening to bombastic words flyin across my head! 1st of all, I didnt knw wat to expect in the meeting, 2ndly those words that I probably nv thought appear in a dictionary came popping out of ppl's mouth n yet I have to take the minutes without knwin hw to spell, next names of ppl who everyone seems to knw and I cant even spell them?! I have to stare at my notes taken during meetings to try and figure out what i m tryin to spell and e way its pronounce..... I have to practically look into the mirror every morning when i wake up telling myself "i can do it if i try" and yet whenever i get out of a meeting i felt even more lost and demoralise.....
Sometimes its just getting scolded for someting which I havent done?? Ok for tat part just have to swallow it and pretend like an idiot cos I m trained by Cat liao ah.... hahaha *cat if u readin tis I really meant it frm the bottom of my heart thanking u*
There is so many things to take note and knw bt yet i didnt knw where to start from? Its really so taxin... Perhaps 2 yrs of break is really havin a BIG impact to me nw.... I do not knw hw long i can hang on there... I m tryin to hang on becos I knw ppl need me to.... I knw everyone is tryin to help out bt i dont even knw wat to do hw can i tell ppl hw to help?
I am into DEEP sleep every nite, I guess its becos my energy r all drained out using too much of my brains..... I am trying and I hope u understand that.... I m really sorry if i cant do it... Pls dun blame me if I decided to give up cos believe me I tried my best...... I will try my best to do wat i can at least hanging there.....
Frankly speaking if I can write so well I will be teachin in korea liao lor.... Why do u tink i have to come back to Sg? I tink i knw why i like korea..... Maybe becos when I m there my english is the best HAHAHAHA!! Think i m getting a bit crazy from the stress ><
I have been publishing in my facebk and msn msg that I am back liao so the next time u saw me on msn dun keep asking me if i m in korea or back liao, understand??!! REally very sick of answering this qns!
Ok, gotten into my job just 1 wk after I came back frm Korea cos Jolene had to train me before I take on her duty when she go and deliver.... *bit outdated though cos Jolene already delivered Jemma liao* So here I am back in Sg and joinin back the working crowd again rushing in n out of the train every morning....
Its been about 1 month into the job.... I am really sorry to say bt its really stressful and I knw I wont like it.... Perhaps its all in me?? I myself rejected the job hence its nt doing any good thinkin that i dun like it...... 1st of all, i m really stressful committing to do something i knw i m lousy with... yah me n my powderful ENGLISH language.... haiz..... Do u knw i even have nightmare hearin the sentence "write a letter to XXX"..... I have phobia sending out each email and going into meeting......
Its so stressful to sit in a meeting listening to bombastic words flyin across my head! 1st of all, I didnt knw wat to expect in the meeting, 2ndly those words that I probably nv thought appear in a dictionary came popping out of ppl's mouth n yet I have to take the minutes without knwin hw to spell, next names of ppl who everyone seems to knw and I cant even spell them?! I have to stare at my notes taken during meetings to try and figure out what i m tryin to spell and e way its pronounce..... I have to practically look into the mirror every morning when i wake up telling myself "i can do it if i try" and yet whenever i get out of a meeting i felt even more lost and demoralise.....
Sometimes its just getting scolded for someting which I havent done?? Ok for tat part just have to swallow it and pretend like an idiot cos I m trained by Cat liao ah.... hahaha *cat if u readin tis I really meant it frm the bottom of my heart thanking u*
There is so many things to take note and knw bt yet i didnt knw where to start from? Its really so taxin... Perhaps 2 yrs of break is really havin a BIG impact to me nw.... I do not knw hw long i can hang on there... I m tryin to hang on becos I knw ppl need me to.... I knw everyone is tryin to help out bt i dont even knw wat to do hw can i tell ppl hw to help?
I am into DEEP sleep every nite, I guess its becos my energy r all drained out using too much of my brains..... I am trying and I hope u understand that.... I m really sorry if i cant do it... Pls dun blame me if I decided to give up cos believe me I tried my best...... I will try my best to do wat i can at least hanging there.....
Frankly speaking if I can write so well I will be teachin in korea liao lor.... Why do u tink i have to come back to Sg? I tink i knw why i like korea..... Maybe becos when I m there my english is the best HAHAHAHA!! Think i m getting a bit crazy from the stress ><
1 comment:
Sister,
Its not easy working for the Almighty one, I have my share of "Correct your english" emaisl from him...some are rather 'insulting' too...but it did me good, one year on I can draft rather fanciful emails, proposal, agreements etc.
It is just a road everyone needs to go down, just a matter of how you handle it...cos its never about how well you do during tough times that counts, its how much you have learnt during the tough times that ultimately result in a better and stronger Irin!
Jia you sister!
At least got scoldings means got things to learn, got space for improvements!!
Reagrds
Sylves.
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